Well hello and apologies for the gap since the last blog.
I suppose I should talk about the second man - Man B. I made a point of not seeing him tonight; I wanted to know how it'd feel.
Man B is a DJ; he looks great - dishevelled long blonde hair, the most amazing smile i've ever seen. He's not too tall, not too short. He's not fat but not thin - he's just right, cuddly but defined.
I barely know him, but I think of him a lot. From our conversations, he seems to be an easy-going guy with a great sense of humour. We share the same taste in music and he has the life I wish I did - travelling the world to go to gigs.
Man B represents my adventurous side, the side that just wants to say screw it and go and live a wild life with a smile constantly on my face.
My reason for not seeing him tonight was to see how it'd feel, knowing I could be with him but I'm not. I've thought about it, but it's not as bad as expected. Maybe the crush isn't as strong as initially thought. However, I'm sure I'll see him soon and it could start all over again.
Put Man A & Man B together, and I'd have my perfect man.
Keep checking back for part 3... it gets more and more interesting!!