Hey
Here I am, as promised. As mentioned in my previous blog, I have recently met some new people who have made me question my current way of life. I love my man but there's no questioning that life can be difficult and recent events have made me wonder whether we have a future... I will be using pseudonyms throughout to conceal identities.
I should probably start with Man A, as this is probably the most straightforward of the lot. I met Man A recently whilst volunteering. He's tall, dark, handsome and a nice guy through and through. Like me, he loves the country and we share many hobbies. He's a simple guy with natural sun-tanned skin, green eyes and floppy hair. When he smiles his goofy smile, you can't help but smile with him; when he tells you his dreams, you wish you could be there when he achieves them - his kindness and optimism is infectious!! He caught my eye pretty much immediately, although I never dreamt that I would be sat here blogging about him! I stopped volunteering 2 months ago, but I've decided to go back.... my primary reason is to see him again. This isn't good when I'm in a long-term steady relationship. Plus, I don't know if he even likes me! We shared quite an awkward long goodbye but that could be because he was waiting to go, not because he didn't wanna say goodbye....
I like to think that I'd know if somebody liked me. Hell, I've never been wrong yet... but if he does like me back, there could be major complications. We live a long way away from each other, he has his days off mid-week, I have mine on weekends... Am I ready to change my life for one man and if I am, where does that leave the others who have impacted on me recently?
Man A is everything I miss from my current boyfriend - he seems to be a sweetheart through and through - he's a simple guy and I can only imagine that he'd make a simple partner, wanting happiness over anything else. He sounds too good to be true, doesn't he?
Welcome to my world!
More on this as it develops....